Monday!

Happy Monday! New week, new beginnings…. Tomorrow is my last day of classes! After that I only have to go back to school for a final on the 15th. I can't believe I made it through a semester! Feels like a miracle as every time I've tried to go to school I've ended up in the hospital. Not this time! I'm healthy and strong and kicking butt!

Today I go to school and then have groups allllll afternoon. Mondays are a really long day for me. I'm determined to get back on track with my eating (had a little trouble this weekend) but I'm on board and ready!

Good news: I MIGHT GET A CAR!!! I am BEYOND excited. I'm hoping it can be a birthday/Hanukkah present. Driving would make my life SO much easier. Being able to take myself to school and doctor appointments and volunteering would be amazing. I am hoping it pans out.

Have a lovely Monday!

Happy Wednesday

Hello, and Happy Wednesday! Half way through the week! This morning I am going to school and then I get to pick my classes and sign up for next semester! Last time I signed up for classes it was really stressful because the internet was SOOOO slow and jam packed. So I'm hoping today will be better. I will be taking two classes in psychology and one child development course. I'm pretty excited for next semester.

It's a rainy, gloomy, ugly day. And my warm boots are still soaking wet from last night. I wish I had better rain-wear but I don't. I just have to suck it up haha. Hopefully I won't have to walk in pouring rain like I did last night.

Eating is going well. For breakfast I packed an egg sandwich, Greek yogurt with peaches, and coffee with soy milk. It's my favorite breakfast right now. I love egg whites. I know I should probably use the whole egg, but for now I feel comfortable with the whites. It's a good source of protein.. but I should probably get over my "fear" of real eggs. My coffee this morning is not satisfying as it has only one sweetener. But I am trying really hard to tame my tastebuds and get used to things that aren't as sweet. I am determined to follow through with this experiment!

Today is also family therapy. I am quite nervous. I wasn't in therapy last week so I don't know what my parents and sister talked about. I have a lot of work to do in there and sometimes all I want to do is shut down. I'm going to try to stay present and keep myself together. I'll update about family therapy later.

Have a lovely Wednesday!

Monday

It's Monday. The beginning of the week. Time to get back to school, back to work, back to therapy... What id give to have a week off therapy! Therapy is exhausting! Anyway. I am here waiting for my bus to school. I have my coffee and my breakfast and I'm ready to start the day.

I emailed my dietician last night and asked if I could check in with her. I'm concerned about my eating habits the past few days and I am hoping she has some words of wisdom for me... I really need to listen to my hunger view I think so I don't get ravenous and eat whatever is in sight. Maybe eating a little more will help that. 

Anyway. Have a lovely Monday! It's a new week! New start.