Clothes

I woke up this morning and put on workout clothes - not because I plan to work out, just because they are comfortable and kind of cute. Blue workout top and a grey skort. I felt pretty confident.

After lunch, I decided maybe I wasn't comfortable. So I put on a big oversized sweater and jean shorts. But the jean shorts that were falling off two weeks ago are rather tight now :( So I changed out of those, into a skirt that ended up being too big and wouldn't stay up. They back into the shorts, and a tanktop and sweat jacket. Then back to my original outfit. Back to the oversized sweater and leggings. Then finally back into the original outfit I was wearing. *SIGH*

So the plan is not to change again today - unless I'm cold and need to put on a jacket. I hate feeling like this. Uncomfortable and wanting to crawl out of my skin and into another body :(

But I won't let this affect me. I am stronger than the mirror. I am stronger than the clothing, I am not defined by a size. 

Onwards.