Glad it's a new day

Last night the police were at my house
One of my housemates was suicidal and causing a scene so they called the PET team. I don't like the police coming to the house... Reminds me of the time I was dragged out in handcuffs and brought to the hospital where I was tied down and sedated :( last night I switched quite a bit and felt pretty scared. So I'm glad the police are gone and it's a new day.

This morning I had to dress up in professional clothes for a group called work development. At Hanbleceya we do volunteering. I work with the cats at petco. And every other week we dress up in business attire to practice dressing up for a real job. My dress that I'm wearing was hanging off me a couple weeks ago and now it almost fits...  Should I be happy about this? I'm sure going to try. I keep telling myself it's good that my clothes fit again. Don't know if I believe it yet :/

Breakfadt was half a bagel with cream cheese, two eggs, a veggie sausage, half a banana, and coffee with lots of soy milk. Tasted pretty good. In weeks past I've run out of the house and had behaviors. It's such a relief not having to worry about purging after meals. It really is a breath of fresh air!! Of course feeling full of food is not comfortable yet but it's better than having a raw throat and feeling like I'm going to pass out. I can eat and move on. Not worry about sneaking around and panicking if I got everything up. I can just do normal things. Feel ok. And I'm grateful for that.

Have a lovely day :)