I am going to eat everything today. No purging allowed! I've done it before and I can do it again. I know I don't have any readers but if someday someone reads this I don't want to let them down. And I don't want to let myself down. The body needs nutrition. I'm nervous but determined and I know I can do this. I can do this!! It's simple really. Eat delicious food and not get sick after. It should be that simple. I wish it was that simple.
The rest of my housemates are going on an outing to seaport village and I am not allowed to go because I'm not allowed to walk. And as much as I hate to think I've gained weight, next week if my weight is up maybe I can go on the outing too. Rewards for going up in weight? I guess I'll take it.
I am determined to make today a good day. Who's with me?
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