Today I saw my dietician. First thing I got weighed- NOT my favorite part of the day. I wanted to refuse but I stepped on the scale anyway. The good news is I'm allowed to walk more! Yay! That means my weight is up, but at least something good is coming out of it! My meal plan is working well for me... It's a lot of food but my body is doing what it needs to.. Ugh. Such mixed emotions. I'm happy that I'm getting healthy but it also feels so wrong.
Went with my dietician t get a slurpee at 7-11 for a challenge. Felt kind of guilty about eating something that just doesn't have any nutritional value. But every once in a while it's ok to have a fun food. Slurpees are tasty
I deserve to have a bigger, fuller, happier life. I am not a bad person because my stomach is bloated. I am ok just the way I am.
I wish the right thing felt more right.
Pushing through
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