Things ARE looking up

The title says it... Things are looking up!
This morning I got dressed up and did my hair and put on makeup. I was wearing a dress, I felt confident, I felt ok. Got through breakfast and a yummy coffee/latte. I led a group. Had a challenging but productive session with my therapist. I walked back to my house to change into casual clothes. I put on leggings and a black tank top and looked in the mirror and actually felt ok, almost even liked, what I saw!! I'm bigger yes. There's more of me yes. But I FEEL so much better. My head is clear. I can stand up without falling over. My body is starting to process all the food I've eaten. It doesn't feel like everything is piling up in my stomach.

I am hopeful that things will go up from here. I will get to a healthy weight and stay there. I will find myself finally.

And I treated myself to a delicious iced coffee with mocha syrup. Mmmm.
Off to dinner!