It is harder than I thought it would be to get back on track. My urges are through the roof… it is a really big challenge to eat and keep things down. Physically I think my body is ok, but emotionally I am afraid of getting sick and am kind of "convincing" myself that I don't feel well. Why did I have to get sick:??? Seems very unfair.
But I made it through breakfast, and now I have distraction until snack. I am doing this. I am on track. This is good. I wish it was easier. But it isn't. I have to fight. I am fighting.
Today I see kitties in the morning and then I really don't have much going on. I think I'm going to have coffee with my mom. Maybe I'll get a pumpkin spice latte mmmmm. I had one a couple weeks ago and it tasted really good. It is definitely a treat. Really sweet, a little too sweet for my liking, but still really good.
Alright I'm off to see kitties. Have a lovely day!
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