A time to reflect

This year I almost died.

I was selfish.

I was horribly mean to myself.

I lied.

I cheated.

I've done a lot of things this year that I need to repent for. Attempted suicide is a big sin. But I survived and I'm here to make things right.

I don't have much to say today, other than that I am reflecting and thinking a lot. I'll update more later.