Uncomfortable

Tonight we are having a big Halloween party with pizza and candy and I just can't bring myself to eat any of it :( I'm afraid that if I start eating pizza I just won't be able to stop and I'm finally doing well and I just don't want to take away all my progress. I will eat later. I know I should eat what's at the party but I just can't. I hate this.

Some day I will eat pizza and candy and not feel guilty. Some day I will be free. But it's not today. 

Some day.