WHY can't I get myself together?? Why can't I get back on track? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???? I am beyond frustrated. Angry. Livid. I am miserable. This eating disorder stuff is NOT making me feel any better. It is not making me feel relief, it isn't making me feel successful. It's making me feel like a loser and a failure and I'm DONE. I can't do this anymore.
I am not even going to try lunch. I feel like it isn't worth it. I have a doctor appointment this afternoon and I will be honest. My doctor will be so disappointed in me. She wants me to do well. I am so angry at myself.
I will have my snack this afternoon in group. I will have dinner. This is nonsense. I can't handle being a failure any longer.
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