Today I woke up feeling crummy, but now I am feeling slightly better. Yay! The best part about being sick is the feeing of being better afterwards. It really is nice to feel better.
Today I have been able to keep down a banana, a Greek Yogurt, and miso soup. I tried a few fruits, but that didn't work too well. I will try a peanut butter sandwich in a little while I think. I really want to get better.
I realized that I was slipping backwards, down into that rabbit hole. I wasn't keeping things down… I wasn't eating, I was SO hungry. But I talked to my therapist. I do NOT want to go back to residential housing. I want to stay independent. So I have to eat. And eat well. So I am eating.
This is So hard. I feel like I've taken some steps backwards. But I am determined. Once I am feeling better I will get 100% back on track. I can do this. I can. I have done it before.
Determined!!!
Happy Sunday :)
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