Grateful

Today I am beyond grateful to be in recovery. I feel better than I have in weeks. Waking up this morning I felt refreshed and renewed and ready to start the day. I had breakfast and didn't feel like eating more after or purging. The thought didn't even cross my mind. I had snack. And now I'm still a little hungry so I will eat lunch when I get home. Being in recovery is a beautiful thing. I have taken precautions. I don't bring my wallet to school anymore so I can't buy soda or binge food. But I think even if I had my money I would be ok! I am so grateful that I am feeling healthy. Healthy is beautiful.

It's a new month and I'm going to work hard to end the year strong. This year has been crazy... But I'm alive and stronger than ever. Ending a semester of school, eating, living, thriving... Couldn't ask for much more. 

So grateful.