So stressed!!!

I ran in the rain only to miss my bus to school. What a crappy day. Bad news and meltdowns and tears and rain and cold. Ready to eat a warm bowl of oatmeal and crawl into bed!!! I'm exhausted!! I bought a coffee so im functional but still really sad. I'm doing so much better why am I not getting the benefits of being healthy?? I don't understand.

But as stressful as a day it's been I haven't turned to eating disorder behaviors. I've eaten and stayed strong. No urges to purge. No restricting. I'm on a roll and plan to keep it that way. I am less bloated and feel ok eating now. I can continue this postive behavior no matter how crappy my day is. Food is priority. Food is fuel. Food is energy. No exceptions. I am stressed as hell but kept it together. That's something I can be proud of.

Heading to school. Late.... But I'll be there. Rain you can't stop me!!!

Good night friends. Hoping for a more peaceful day tomorrow!