Disoriented

I have been lost for two weeks... Another one of my alters, Gail, has been writing and keeping up my blog. I'm really scared. I feel so lost and confused. I have also gained a ton of weight since I was last present, or thats how it seems. But I'm back and I'm ok.

I found out I won't be going to thanksgiving with my family and that I won't be taking part in family session. I'm devastated. I haven't spoken to my parents or sister for several days now... Feeling so lost.

I know this is confusing. It's reeeeealy confusing for me. But I'm back.

Off to school