Really struggling with the recent calorie increase. We did it to prevent binging and it's been helpful but feels SUPER uncomfortable. I am crawling out of my skin right now waiting for the bus home. I'm glad I don't have money on me because it would certainly be wasted right now. I want to purge!!! But I am NOT going to let the eating disorder win. I am stronger than my disease. I am strong enough to fight through!!!!!
Eating is a good thing. It gives me energy. It makes me strong. Eating is good... Then why does it feel so damn awful??? I will get through these first few
Days of hell and refeeding and feel better. I'm sooooo bloated. But it will pass. It's
Ok. Wearing comfy clothes helps. I can power through.
Keep fighting. Must. Keep. Fighting.
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