Must. Keep. Moving. Forward

Today I saw my psychiatrist, and basically she does not believe that I can turn things around. I told her that I'd been struggling with my eating and she was very concerned. She wants to see me again in 2 weeks and brought up me moving back to the residential house or even going into treatment. WHAT?? NO!! I CANNOT go backwards!!! I must move forward. And only forward.

Today I bought some ensure pluses (actually they are generic and taste disgusting). But I put it in my coffee as creamer and I am sipping away. I can do this. I CAN DO THIS.

My therapists believe in me. My dietician believes in me. My psychiatrist doesn't seem to. I just need to believe in me. I'm the missing piece of the puzzle.

Must. Keep. Moving. Forward.
End of story.