Sad

Today I'm sad. I am not going to be spending thanksgiving with my family and I was supposed to see Wicked this weekend and that isn't happening either :( I feel sad and unwanted. I feel like I've done something very wrong and I don't know how to fix it. So sad.

I met with my dietician today. It was ok. We talked about making sure I get in. All my starches and exchanges to prevent binging and purging. I am drinking an ensure every day to make sure I'm getting enough nutrition. But I feel sad. And I don't want to eat I want to hide. 

Dinner out tonight. I can do this.