Failing again

I find myself failing once again. Messing up from the beginning of the day. Not making things work. Wasting money. What is wrong with me?? Why am I like this?? I don't understand ;(

I can still move forward. I have lunch in a little while and I will do ok with that. I know I can do this. I am stronger than this. I can do this. I wish I believed in myself more 

I'm trying. I have to make this work.

Moving forward :/