I messed up

So today my therapist called me into her office. I asked if I was in trouble and she didn't respond. Apparently me buying a mirror the other day was no ok. I needed to talk to my therapist before buying the mirror because my team is afraid it will be triggering for me. I got in trouble :(  

I had a full length mirror at my other house so I don't quite understand why this is such a big deal. I want a mirror to see myself when I get dressed. I'll admit I can get obsessive but it just seems unfair.

We are out to dinner now at a place I do not like. Today just is not my day. Sorry for complaining. I just wish I could catch a break.