Clothes

I'm having a really hard time with my wardrobe currently. I have lots of clothes and they all fit me, but the problem is they don't fit me the same way they did a few weeks ago. A few weeks ago my pants were sagging and my shirts were loose, and now they fit, which is great! But it's uncomfortable. I find myself putting on an outfit in the morning and then mid-day becoming pretty uncomfortable and changing, and then by the end of the day changing again haha. It makes me feel terrible! I don't want to spend an hour every day obsessing about my clothes and how they look on my body. It's funny because I used to feel more comfortable in loose baggy clothing, and now I feel more comfortable in clothing that is fitted. It shows my body, it doesn't make me look bigger like sweats do. I'll admit I'm wearing sweat pants now, but that's because I'm cool in the air conditioning, and I'm wearing a fitted tank top so it's ok :)

Therapy today was alright. My therapist had lots of things to bring up to me, about my behavior and interactions with peers, but I was able to explain some of the incidences and she seems to believe me when I defend myself. I care about my peers, I just get frustrated with them sometimes. I have put up some boundaries with peers lately, and I guess it's coming across as "rude" which I really hate. I don't want to come across as rude or snobby or stuck up because I really do care about the people I live with.

I'll probably change my clothes again now. I feel so uncomfortable. Just part of the process I guess. Not giving up now!