It's Sunday, which means tomorrow is monday.... Which means I get weighed. And I'm already panicking about it!!! Is it up? I'm pretty sure! Have I maintained, have I lost? I'm pretty sure I've gained I can tell in my body. My legs are bigger, my stomach is bigger. It's really uncomfortable. My jeans are much tighter than they were. They fit now... I guess it's kind of nice growing into clothes that are supposed to fit but at the same time it feels rotten. I'm filling out which sucks, but I'm dealing with it. I associate in my mind weight gain with being ugly. Healthy and ugly. But the truth is That healthy is beautiful! Healthy is strong. Healthy is brave. Healthy is good. So what if my weight is up! I'm working toward so many good things that are tied directly to my weight gain. I gain weight and GOOD things happen! Getting my ratties, moving houses, gaining independence and freedoms. GAINING IS GOOD!
Today's breakfast is really filling but one of my favorites... Bran muffin from Trader Joe's that is really tasty, Greek yogurt with berries and almonds, and a coffee. Healthy and delicious! I can't wait until I can decide what I'm having for breakfast. I love yogurt and we only have it once a week here... Granola and yogurt with fruit is one of my favorite breakfasts, so is cinnamon sugar toast. I also like kashi go lean cereal with soy milk, and oatmeal which we only have once a week as well. I can't wait until I can choose!
So many good things to look forward to when I get healthy. Choosing my food, being independent, going for runs by the lake... So many good things!!!!
Never stop fighting!!!
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